Saturday, August 17, 2019

Where The Mind Is Without Fear

Where the mind is without fear and the head is held high
Where knowledge is free
Where the world has not been broken up into fragments
By narrow domestic walls

Where words come out from the depth of truth
Where tireless striving stretches its arms towards perfection
Where the clear stream of reason has not lost its way
Into the dreary desert sand of dead habit

Where the mind is led forward by thee
Into ever-widening thought and action
Into that heaven of freedom, my Father, let my country awake.

Rabindranath Tagore's words from 1910 and his call for peace and freedom for his beloved India resonate in my heart and my own fervent belief in our need to call out for equality and freedom and a better life for all people in our own countries, nations and our much bigger world.

We must simply and complicatedly open our hearts to one another with love for all of man and animal kind and with the deepest of true sentient caring, compassion, and most of all, mercy.

We must direct our minds and our hearts through the energies of this love and compassion to envision, create, and bring forth into reality a new and better world.

The true world of sacred communion and all encompassing community that in our hearts, minds, and souls we all dream of within our deepest dreams within a dream that we call reality.

We strive to reach across uncertainties to our own basic truths and desires for a happy, healthy cohesive family, country, nation, and most of all world.

And we have really good days filled with really good fun while still working towards our individual goals and desires manifested for all. And for one not limited by and not just through and for our own selfish egos. 

And that my dear friends is not always easy to do. This is the hardest lesson, learning and truth 

And for me it's always starts with hope, faith, and charity--and always, always begins with love for family.   

And we all  have really good days filled with really good fun while still working towards our individual goals and desires with an immediate goal of being as happy and healthy and productive in living our days and weeks and months, and lives as we can.

With all of these wishes, all of these dreams and all of the otherworldly pains and challenges we can still celebrate each blessing of a new day.

For our family,  on one such lovely day, we collected apples from our apple trees in our back orchard and using nature's bounty and our family's gifting of a DIY cider press, we made homemade apple cider!

Oh yes! Apples from 7 other fine feathered family members domain! 

But don't worry, my chickens...there's lots more where these came from and mre again to come from other apple and fruit trees!

Our trial run with 8 adults and 3 preschoolers (plus all 7 chickens wondering where their apples were going!)  

All helping, each at their own ability,  interest, and energy level. The littlest ones (with occasional supervision from their parents and grandma) used their hands to clean the apples as they bobbed around in a big plastic storage bin.

The Littles removed them when clean and placed them withing reach of dad, uncle, both moms and dads or grandparents and up onto a sawhorse and planks table.

The rest of us worked at this first station where we took turns feeding the grandkids' washed apples into the hand wheel cranked scratter apple cider pressing process #1 as son and son-in-law took turns turning the hand crank "steering wheel". 

Note: In less than  a week we now have an old motor recycled by Larry as our new and improved motorized scrabber for our next apple cider day! Hand cranking is not easy especially with little ones wanting to help 😊

At station #2 my daughter fed that mixture into her apple pressing unit where pure clean juice poured down into clean pails.  

Transfered into pitchers, decanters and thermal hydro flasks with the help of all but grandma and grandkids who were now playing and trying very hard not to jump on beds with cider glasses in hand! 

The proceesed cider was from our own trees, organiclly grown, fresh, and quite delicious!

Making memories to record and to treasure by doing what you can, when you can and working and having fun trying something new makes for a very good day and a very nice break from the rest of our lives of work, worry, and challenges, for all of us.

And with meaningful thoughts and words and  best thoughts that others may also be blessed and free from anxiety, fear, pain and suffering and one day be free to have even one day of love and happiness as we did. 💜


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Michele Bilyeu Creates With Heart and Hands as she shares her imaginative, magical, and healing journey from Alaska to Oregon. Creating, designing, sewing, quilting, and wildcrafting... from my heart and with my hands.

Thursday, August 08, 2019

Heart Filled Days

It’s all I have to bring today—
This, and my heart beside—
This, and my heart, and all the fields—
And all the meadows wide—

Be sure you count—should I forget
Some one the sum could tell—
This, and my heart, and all the Bees
Which in the Clover dwell.  

 --Emily Dickinson

My Own Heart Shaped Comfort  Pillow for Breast cancer

Catho-Port post surgery, Chemotherapy Seatbelt Protection, Aids in Comforting Pain of Coughing (clasp to chest as with heart surgery patients who are told to bend into a pillow as they coughl


Directions for making your own Heart Shaped Breast Cancer or Heart Disease Comfort Pillow:
1. Tape 2 sheets of 8 5" x 11" printing paper together. 

2.  Fold back into 1 sheet using taped seam to draw a half elongated heart shape, just like cutting school Valentines!

3.  Cut out both halves at once. Open and use as your pattern.

4. Cut out 2 hearts from your fabric of choice.

5. Using the 2 pieces of fabric (front + back) sew together using standard  5/8"  seam along outside curved heart shaped edge but leaving a 6" opening for filling with stuffing!

6. Turn right sides out. 

7. Stuff with polyester fiber fill, kubuying new in bag from a fabric store) or using recycled stuffing from any fluffy pillow or even cutting up leftover quilt batting as i did into 2" pieces!

8. Once fully stuffed, pin opening edges together and hand stitch closed.

For chemo-port or post mastectomy patients, place heart pillow below one breast angling center curve of heart underneath that area. Seat belt crosses over the body of the pillow when in use.

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Make small tiny pillows to tuck under places seat belt rubs. Anything whatsoever in the 4 to 6 inches long and/or wide range works.

Give to someone you love or anyone in need or make and  donate to any hospital or ancer care center in honor and memory of someone you loved.

These are also wonderful for those recuperating from chest surgery of any kind, as one does after Cardiac Surgery etc. See, my pieced pillows ormake your own from solid fabric or fleece using my link above.

And here on my huge list of things that can be made, given, or donated to help others.

My Blog List of Free Patterns for Cancer Awareness: Quilts, Ribbons, Quilts, Caps, Pillows, Pouches, and other Projects

Come back frequently.  I now only type, post and blog on my cell phone and it takes a lot of corrections to get a post finally corrected and finished!

Michele Bilyeu Creates With Heart and Hands as she shares her imaginative, magical, and healing journey from Alaska to Oregon. Creating, designing, sewing, quilting, and wildcrafting... from my heart and with my hands.

Sunday, July 14, 2019

With Hearts and Hands

The writer and activist Joanna Macy says: "Work with your passion. Work with your pain. Work with what is at hand."

And to that,  my own heart responds.

For now, more than ever
 spiritual warriors are needed to feel the light and love within them
 and radiate that love to the darkest corners of hearts and souls everywhere.

Still your hearts from anger, fear, or hatred.
Fill them up with love and peace.  
Our spirits know who we are, why we chose to be here during these incredibly challenging times.

There must be peace in the nations.
If there is to be peace in the nations,
There must be peace in the cities.
If there is to be peace in the cities,
There must be peace between neighbors.
If there is to be peace between neighbors,
There must be peace in the home.
If there is to be peace in the home,
There must be peace in the heart.


Chinese philosopher
6th century bce

With life's many challenges ever increasing, how do we find peace in this horribly troubled world, this universal psyche that chooses the negative over the positive, the masculine over the feminine, the warring over the peace making and bridge building?

It must be personal as well as national, universal as well as international. We must care, and care deeply about one another in any and all life forms and we must use our hearts, our energies, and our time to do good, say good, and be good to the best of each moment's ability.

There are those who give little of the much which they 
have and they give it for recognition and their hidden desire
makes their gifts unwholesome.

And there are those who have little and give it all.
These are the believers in life and the bounty of life,
and their coffer is never empty.

~On Giving by Kahlil Gibran from The Prophet~

I have lost several dear friends in the past year, visited others on the mend after major surgery, and now, have a strong and beautiful daughter battling cancer.

I continue to quilt, craft and sew. I am active in my own unique ways of trying to work with this incredibly changing country, nation, and world and doing all I can do to make it through spiritual thought, prayers, and deeds a place where we can not only survive turbulent times but prepare ourselves for the many challenging days and years ahead.

None of these challenges are easy. But by supporting one another, doing the best we can from where we're at and always striving to be better and do better, we can move many mountains of endless challenges together.

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We are the lifeboat that lifts up others. We must keep that life boat, healthy, spiritually wealthy, and wise with the inner wisdom of our intuitive and collective hearts.

I create a space within me, within my spirit, to maintain love not fear, creativity not despair, manifestation of good not retreat from the powerful forces of change and transition through damage and destruction that is wrecking havoc everywhere.

The fires, the floods, the earthquakes, hurricanes, volcanoes, and tornadoes are not only the change and transition that Mother Earth, herself is expressing.--as hard for us as it might be to understand--they can be seen as our planet's release buttons for survival.

If there is too much pressure within the Earth, it erupts in volcanoes or crack opens in earthquakes.

If there is too much pressure within us, we may erupt as well. And the damage we may do to others may be just as great emotionally as volcanoes and earthquakes are physically.

If we see Mother Earth as Gaia..a living breathing entity with her trees and plants as her lungs if you will, then Gaia is losing her breath, just as we are by the ensuing smoke or by being filled with fear, are losing ours.

But in this process of death and destruction there is still an opening up in our world and our world view to transition and archetypal consciousness and the ascension of the human soul from one of the innate and deeply genetic darkness that has prevailed throughout time--to one of full growth of the soul's innate potential to do and be pure goodness.

It opens us up with first with our seeing all that we do not want nor want to be or do and then to the infinite possibilities of our combined thoughts of what we do want our world to be.

It may happen in an instant there are infinite possibilities of outcomes from any action or even from any reaction.

Fate can hang on an instant and
fate can be changed in an instant.

Making Prayer Flags

We listen to our gut instincts, we listen to our hearts beating together and we listen to the still small voice urging us into being and doing what is good and not sinful.  For sin is truly an ancient archery term meaning 'missing the mark'.

I remind myself... over and over again... just how resilient the human spirit is.

I remember just how patterns in nature, time and history balance the yin and the yang of change and transition to restore harmony both inside and out.

Even during times of harm to our beautiful land, when smoke clogs the sky, we can put on our face masks, go out into our world, and be good and do good for others.

And yes, there will be loss.
As time moves on through the upcoming decades of climate change and all that comes with it--massive, massive loss. Loss of arable and therefore life supporting land, and loss of nature's beauty and our beloved animals and trees and flowers.

I grieve for the many losses now and to come.  Loss of hope, of faith and worst of all of love and charity.

But for now; love, hope, and charity are rising up to fight the endless battle for survival. And survive we shall.

Love, hope, and charity are rising up as we look at the Dreamers and see them as we see our own children.

Love, hope and charity are rising as the flood waters rise, and we rush to another's aid as if they were one of our own--for they are.

And we feel and we express gratitude with our gifts of the spirit, with our hands, and with our hearts.

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And for them, our children and our grandchildren and God/Goodness willing, our great and great-great on and on grandchildren.

We must act for the good of all and not the good of the elite few with the money and wherewithal at their personal disposal to thumb their noses and push us with threats of their nuclear buttons at the rest of us.

We are all connected.
We are all part of one another.
My microscopic  atoms are merged with yours like stars in the cosmos.

The pain that i feel is my pain, your pain, all pain.

The fouled air that I am breathing will become the fouled air and the foul breathing of yours.

When we drop a bomb on one country, its repercussions and loss of awareness and love are felt by ours.

We are perpetrators and we are victims.
The winds of time and change merge into one--and so do we.

There is a purpose onto heaven for all of this. It doesn't have to be ours to understand but there it is.
And part of that is the destruction of the old to make space for the new.

As someone who is old... that gives me pause. But, I am more than willing to go through whatever I have to in hopes that someday, a heaven on earth can become possible and a newer kinder, more caring and loving world might exist.

"Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things break. And all things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world waits in darkness for the light that is you.”

L. R. Knost

But I am so deeply sad that it has had to come to this. That the years and the decades ahead may be very challenging for all of us. But still filled with purpose and hope for most of us.

 I rage, I sorrow, I grieve--and then I put on my face mask and talk to my cat and my chickens.

I stand amidst the unbelievable golden forest of my sunflowers in the summer that radiate love and hope and steadfast determination to grow--not just where they are planted but to self-seed through the grace of the wind and its travelers the birds, who spread messages of hope and peace and rebirth.

 I walk through the snow capped lawns, forests, and fields of the winter and I look for signs of tiny buds popping through on the limbs, bulbs in the winter's ground pushing up through the mud and the snow to new hope, new times, new days where we truly walk the talk and not just care about our own selves, our ways of life, our own income or talents or abilities.

For in my heart I know that we must care for each other as we care for ourselves.

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So, I remember beauty, and I remember hope, and I remember goodness and compassion and most of all I remember how love is the balm and the hope and the promise.

We do what we can, when we can,
 to spread joy, to give gifts from our hearts and from our hands and then we do the same for ourselves.


To be creative means to be in love with life.
You can be creative only if you love life enough that you want to enhance its beauty,
If you want to bring a little more music to it,
a little more poetry to it,
a little more dance to it.


How do we choose to feel peace, make peace, be peace in our own hearts?
It starts with each of us as individuals, each moment of every single day.

And it is not easy but we can do it.

Read this wonderful prose poem:
By Clarissa Pinkola Estes 

It may just give you the strength and the understanding for facing the tough challenges of life now, and to come in the days ahead.

For many of us we sew for or we have discovered that sewing, or quilting, or crafting--or art, or writing, or poetry or other passions--is like praying.

We go into the deepest place of focus, the zone of creativity and becoming one in both the manifest and unmanifest... and we do and we make good things.

“To sew is to pray. Men don't understand this.
They see the whole but they don't see the stitches.
They don't see the speech of the creator in the work of the needle.

We mend. We women turn things inside out and set things right.
We salvage what we can of human garments and piece the rest into blankets.
Sometimes our stitches stutter and slow.

Only a woman's eyes can tell.
Other times, the tension in the stitches might be too tight because of tears, but only we know what emotion went into the making.

Only women can hear the prayer.”

Louise Erdrich
Four Souls

 It's all in our attitude. And it starts with each of us. It's not always easy to do, and we do it as we do all things.

If there is to be peace in the world, there needs to be peace within you.
We are all connected and this world is one.


We feel the disruption, the lack of peace, the anger and separation and we use those shadow or dark emotions as a catalyst.

A catalyst to see the other as ourself. And to ask ourself, it this 'other' that upsets me so much, if these "other things" that upset me so, if the "lack of power" that I am feeling--is it mine or is it the others to do with as they need to in order to learn and to grow?

"Refuse to fall down.
If you cannot refuse to fall down,
refuse to stay down.

If you cannot refuse to stay down
lift your heart toward heaven
and like a hungry beggar,
ask that it be filled,
and it will be filled.

You may be pushed down.
You may be kept from rising.
But no one can keep you
from lifting your heart
toward heaven —
only you.

It is in the midst of misery
that so much becomes clear.
The one who says nothing good
came of this,
is not yet listening.

refuse to fall down"

~Clarissa Pinkola Estés~

Excerpted from The Faithful Gardener: A Wise Tale About That Which Can Never Die

Let that control go.
It is not of  god/good.
It is not of devil/evil. It just is.
Let it go and be good in your heart,
In your love, in your care of all others
and start with today.

And remember, you are at war inside of you to feel the war outside of you.

So, often that is the catalyst that begins the war ..this day you work on you.

 Don't be dismayed. Go into the loving flow of kindness and be the higher you that you wish to project out into the world.

No matter your beliefs, you know this core truth; you want to be a beacon of love for yourself and inside of yourself so you can shine that light outwards to "others" and to the world

Peace in your heart creates peace in your world. And that is your soul's purpose--to create this peace by doing and being what you are called to do--wherever you are, at whatever level of learning you are.

You are surrounded by loving helpers and all of us are here for you.

And when it is all too intense,
when fear threatens to push into the boundaries of faith, hope, and charity--and out into fear and chaos--
I go into my own heart, and I focus in a deeply meditative, prayerful,  and spiritual way of doing those things that bring me peace.

I  am going within the most basic elements of heart and home and gifts of the spirit and finding peace in my days.

 I am spending my time with family, with my belowed children and  beautiful, precious and beloved grandchildren, with time for nature, time for rest and prayer, and yes--
ven time for my chickens!

And above all else,
I am spending time with the true me, the spiritually manifested being filled with love that I know myself to be.

I am doing my best to focus on the best world I know we can have, the best people I know each of us can be, the best hopes and dreams and wishes for full and caring lives for all of us.

And as I focus, and I pray and meditate for peace and love and hope and dreams, I hope you take a moment each and every single day and do the same.

Together we can create a new world, a new way of seeing, believing, and being.

"Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing there is a field. I'll meet you there. When the soul lies down in that grass the world is too full to talk about." 


With love to all of you from my heart and with my hands.

Happy Day, Happy Somehow Each and Every Day and especially,
Happy All Holi-days

For that is truly the derivation, the meaning and the purpose of  all of our (Holi...Holy...Halen...Healing)

Michèle Bilyeu

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